You know, it's been so long since i start writing again, because there is simply nothing to write!!! Ok, so well, firstly, i fail my piano exam, which is so sad, i cried in front of my teacher, because it's a huge blow, cry again in the car, cry again at home, feeling better now. I feel that this year there is nothing that sparks my life, no arguments, no love story, just a lot of stress and homework, but anyway, there is something good about this year. This year actually happen a lot of things, but just not as emotional as last year, i cry a lot this year, i realized. Okay, so erm, i slip in my grade, must be more hardworking from now on, but apparently that wont happen. The best thing that happen this year is probably yx is talking to me again, i know it's unbelievable, it's like nothing happen between us, i have no idea what to expect, but i dare not put too much hopes in her yet, or it might happen again, and i don't think i can take it. I guess it's best this way, at least now we wont be so tense with each other, sometimes i wonder, i it me that who's being too paranoid? This year, I also know some cool juniors, like hui yin for example, she's so cute, and yu ning, i like to tease her and see her get mad, muahaha, i am such a bad senior, they are so cool, love those two so much!!! They sure cheer up my life even though i dont see them much. And oh ya, i bond with my darling (xue ni, muakz) a lot this year too since i sit the same bus with her, sin pei and su-ann as well. In class, i normally will argue with zhi min, even though we sit together, she always move away, and leave me alone there. She very fierce towards me, dont think that she looks cute and short but she very fierce and strong, like a chilli =) she is also like a kangaroo, haha, the way she jumps around when she's mad. I owe her a lot for teaching me add maths, eva too, thanks to both of them, i understand add maths gradually, love you two too. But not as much as i love my darling, lolx, I miss HL, miss her so much, haiz, i wish i can talk to you again about so many things, sob, missing you. Yay, my birthday is coming, this year i wish i can go to kl with the chess team, oh please, please, let me go, i really want to go!!! As usual I still miss HF, still do and always will, well, it will just all be memories in the future, i suppose... Exam is just around the corner, and here i am still typing this thing, haha, I am gonna fail, i think